SUP NIGGAZ!!!

Well, I finally renewed my subscription to dA. I'm not sure why, since I don't really draw anymore... Which brings me to the point of why I'm doing this journal entry. I figured I'd let you all know why I haven't submitted anything as of late. I find myself in a strange position of hating drawing. I used to love it so much, even though my stuff was never as good as I felt it should be... But now, I just don't feel like drawing. I think most of that is because I'm majoring in fashion design. We have to draw quite a lot, and all of this drawing/sketching has killed what little enthusiasm I had left for drawing. I tried to do a little fanart a day or so ago, and tried to do another picture for myself a few days before that, but I got them both sketching out and one inked, and by the time it came to do more stuff to it, I realized I hated them. I can't draw anymore without thinking of a fashion design that the person in my drawing should be wearing, which means I have to make sure it's feasible and everything is correct. I spend so much time, perhaps way more than necessary, on figuring out the garment specs that I lose interest in even completing anything. I dunno... I always knew I would never want to be an artist for a living, because drawing was always strictly a hobby, and it could never be anything more than that to me. But what I'm drawing for my classes isn't really too far from what I've always done.................

Maybe I'll figure this out, maybe not, but I thought I'd let all of you out there know what was going on.

Hope for the best, expect the worst.